"in a relationship" to "single"

Ok, I'm still Stupid I guess!
After a day of Unfriend-ing you on Facebook and after realizing I can't resist the fact that I won't know any updates about you anymore, I sent you a Friend request one more time (urgh!).
After few days, I noticed your Facebook status and your relationship is changed from 'in a relationship' to 'single'.
Your About Me reads "I'm so single".
I should be happy to know this , by you being single means I can win you back again (maybe).
On a flip side, I know you're hurting and that's what makes me hurt as well. I don't want the feeling of knowing you are hurt and that I can't do anything to help you in anyways.
I maybe selfish at times, but I can give up my own happiness if you will be happier with someone else.
I know you're down and you're hurting. I wish I can comfort you. I wish I can be there physically and give you encouragement.
I know how hard it feels to be hurt because of love, I know because I still am hurting because of you.
I wish I can help you in any ways -
Balik ka na kasi sakin!
I promise, I will not hurt you anymore!

-jay 3/23/11 (apt)