Chikka Text Messenger

I had to call BB (as in “Baby Boy”) last night because I’ve been sending him text messages everyday for about a week now and I haven’t got any replies to anyone of them so I wanna know what’s up or if there was a problem. I tried not call him on his Thursday because I know that’s his rest day and that’s means he’s with his BF. BTW, he’s just woke up when I first called him and he told me he need to fix himself as he’s late and he needed to travel back to pampanga for work. I called him after around 1 hr and he’s in the bus. He told me he’s been responding to my text messages and that he knew by the tone of my messages that I didn’t received any of his text. I felt sad because I was hating him for the thought that he’s ignoring for not responding to my messages.

I am using chikka application to send him messages to his cellphone in the Philippines (many pinoys abroads are actually using this application) and I had it set-up and linked my email address so that whenever I am offline, I suppose to receive his messages thru the associated email address, but based on what I discover, it didn’t happen for the entire last week as he was continously responding to my messages but did not receive any of them and I was mad because the whole time I thought he’s just ignoring me :( sad! sad!

I had to change email add and told BB to text me so I know if it’s working. He did and the message went to my inbox. I hope hindi na magkaparoblema ang Chikka App in the future. Kasi nakakabad trip ng bonggang bonnga :)

Luckily I called him to patch things up (he explained he was texting me, kinlig naman ako, feeling bf ko parin sya heheh) and overall I’m happy that at least he still cares for me in some ways and I do appreciate that a lot. Kung alam mo lang abot-tenga ngiti ko beb. :) hehehe

* He and his bf didn’t have a date last Thursday as his BF was sick and that he spent his rest day with his career (code-named Orange) and that they ate somewhere in QC where they had shabu-shabu for dinner.

*We had a great conversation, reminiscing ulit sa relasyon namin dati, alam nya nman na sya lang ang mahal ko hanggang ngayon.

* Nabanggit nya din about his customer dati sa Trinoma na crush nya tapos last Nov. 2010 lang ulit sila nagkita sa fairview at ngaun lang nagparamdam ung guy. E meron ng karelasyon si BB kaya ayun hindi na sila pwede ni cutie guy. Sabi ni BB sayang nga daw kasi as in super gwapo daw eto pero alam nyang physically ok lang ung guy and that hindi nya nakikitang magkakarelasyon sila. Think they better off as friend. Nakwento nya rin na nagdate na sila nito lang January sa Trinoma (videoke, shooting sa timezone, dinner at nuod ng sine “Tanging Ina last nato” ata). Pinagsabihan ko nga sya kasi bad sya, may bf sya tapos lumalabas pa sya kasama ng iba.

Dko nga maimagine sarili ko na pinapayuhan ko sya about his lovelife sa iba. At least kahit papano, its helping me to move on sa buhay ko at sa relasyon nmin kasi by giving him advises like what I did nakakayanin kong tanggapin na talaganng sa IBA na sya at wala na kami. :( (sakit pala pakinggan habang tinatype ko ‘to)

Kelangan na naming magpaalam kasi malelate na sya papasok sa work. Thanks beb for taking my call. Ansarap ng kausap ka at sori kasi umiyak na naman ako. Everytime kasi na nababanggit ko ung pinagdaanan natin, lagi ako naluluha. Thank you for being there to listen :). Imiss you somuch and Iloveyou.

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Date of call: 2/24/2011 my Thursday 3;30pm and his Friday 730am (2/25).
Location: Me @ Richmond apartment gym and car parking lot; BB @QC (bus and pampanga).