confession : AFD

I will make a confession; Me and JP are now boyfriends. Yup, my bestfriend of 10  years. It started when Im confessing with him about my heartache thru Yahoo chat and Facebook. He told me, he's going through the same crisis in life, his girlfriend had broke up with him recently. And then I made a confession that in my case, it's not a girl that makes my heart broken,- it's a guy. Initially, he was shocked as he never had an incling that I'm in fact a gay guy. Well, after weeks of sharing each others experiences and cheering up one another, he dropped a bomb today that made me almost fall on the ground and Im still in shock until now: He wanted me to be his boyfriend. I told him I want him (I had a crush on him since day one, com'on!) but he knows how I loved my BB and that I'm trying my very best to get him back. I will never be fair to him just because of that. He told me, just let me try and that I will eventually forget BB and that he will coming home to Philippines as well just to be with me and will bring me to Saudi with him. It was such a perfect moment when I heard that, I was pinching myself to make sure it's real and this is indeed happening, coming from a guy I have been wanting to be with since that first day I met him. And then..

..the clock starks at 12:00 midnight, I woke up and said to myself, Happy APRIL Fools Day! :p

Note: The picture is not JP's, he's just a close clone of JP that I found on the internet. 

Also, Me and JP didn't have that conversation, It's just a made up prank that I told BB today (his midnight of 3/31/11) :) At first I called him and he wasn't texting, I wanted to tell him the prank thru phone but since he didn't answer I just texted him that me and JP are already a couple. After the text, he told me to call him and send messages that he's so happy for me, at least I am now with the person whom I dreamt of to be with, and then I called him and I dropped the bomb and ask him what time is it there in PH?, "12;30", he said.I told him "I Love You" and he said "I LOVE YOU" too. It's the first time I heard him say this since our break up. I can sense that he still loves me though and that he can be happy and sad knowing I have a new lovelife now. And then I told him, Happy April Fools Day! 

"Is it April 1 today?", he said.

"Yep", me.

"Nakakaloka ka!", he delivered mimicking a gay voice.

Hahahha, That was really awesome. I got him!

Then we made a good laugh and ended a great conversation.

I was so happy I pulled it off! I realized he still loves me inspite of everything. That's what only matters to me now. I will start from there. Just give me another chance BB and I promise, you won't regret it. I will love you more than I have loved you before..